Sick boy

My baby boy is sick because i took him outside to play yesterday. He hasnt moved from the couch and has had breathing problems all day. He goes to the dr thursday, and we just try to keep him comfy until then. It is so hard to watch, when he is normally incredibly hyper. Some days, I just feel so sad that I cant give him the "ultimate" childhood. Playing outside all day and not getting sick, a week without a doctor appt, a week without bloodwork, x rays, etc. A day without medicine. I try so hard to be a good mommy. My heart hurts so much when my kids hurt.

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