Monday, October 20, 2008

This hasnt been the day.......

Do you remember that song from Michael Mclean? This hasnt been the day, that I though it would be........... sometimes i wish that you could sing the lullaby to me....
Those words are how im feeling tonight. I try so hard to be the best mom ever. I have such amazing special children who deserve so much, and need so much. I didnt sleep last night, I do that alot lately, I have so many things running through my mind, am I doing the best I can? etc. So today, I had the worst headache ever. I just didnt feel like doing anything. I did stuff-- but I just didnt feel like it. The kids played play doh while I read to them, and they had a nice day, but I just didnt feel like I was an awesome mom today. My kids deserve an awesome mom. It frustrates me when I can't get up and go and be everything. So tonight I wish that you would sing the lullaby to me. It's a beautiful song, you should look it up. :)

3 comments:

Ed said...

that would be Lullaby for Me on the As I Am CD. :)

Jamie said...

Jaelle you need to cut yourself some slack girlfriend. You are one of the best mothers I know, and your kids love you even on days when you feel like you aren't at your best. We all have bad days, hopefully tomorrow is a much better one! Love ya lots!

Jill said...

With such cute and smiley kids, how can you ever feel down about how you are doing? :)
Your kids are beautiful - your family is beautiful.
Thanks for sharing your sweet photos and thoughts with us.